Has this happened to anyone else?
Lately I’ve been doing a quick morning ritual-shuffle, connect, ask for a card to guide my day-and for the past couple weeks I keep pulling either the 4 of Wands or the 5 of Cups.
There’s a lot changing for me right now. I want to move but buying a house isn’t possible at the moment, and I’m tied down caring for an elderly family member. That’s also putting strain on my relationship.
On top of that, I was offered a full-time position at the same place I work. It’s the same role, but the pay would be almost $4 less an hour than what I make now. I can stay part-time, but that means a longer commute and dealing with a pretty difficult office vibe.
The 4 of Wands feels comforting-like things will settle-but the 5 of Cups keeps bringing up disappointment and reminds me to notice what I still have. I’ve mostly made peace with staying put right now, but the job thing is getting to me. I wanted that full-time role and don’t feel valued, and I honestly don’t expect negotiations to go well.
Why do I keep pulling the same two cards? Has anyone else had repeating cards like this, and how did you read it or handle it?
