Has anyone else ever had this happen?
Lately, every morning I shuffle my deck, quietly connect with it, and ask for a card to guide me through the day. For the past couple of weeks, I keep pulling either the 4 of Wands or the 5 of Cups.
I’m going through a lot of changes right now. I want to move, but it’s not the right time to buy a house, and I’m tied down caring for an elderly family member, which is also affecting my relationship.
On top of that, I was offered a new full-time position at the same organization. The role is the same, but the pay is almost $4 less per hour than what I’m making now. I could stay part-time, but that means a longer commute and dealing with a difficult office environment.
The 4 of Wands feels reassuring, like things will work out, but the 5 of Cups seems to highlight disappointment and reminds me to count my blessings. I’ve made peace with staying put for now, but I’m struggling with the job situation — I really wanted it but don’t feel valued, and I doubt negotiations will go my way.
Why do I keep pulling the same two cards? Anyone else experienced this kind of repeating pattern?
